I havent been on as much because I’m avoiding using my phone and the Internet, trying to calm my mind. I haven’t been able to sleep for a while and my mind won’t stop working overtime. I’m on the verge of like a mental break sooo I’m avoiding extra info and stimulation. Sounds weird but it helps. Too much stress. Jesus help me.
I tried to braid my hair in two fishtails today. I completed the right side and couldn’t do the left. Ever since the last injury to my left hand I can’t seem to braid my hair properly on my left side. I started to cry a little. I got so frustrated. It sounds stupid but it just made me feel so inadequate and just arrggh! I’m too frustrated with life. I’m reduced to crying over my hair.
“I didn’t go to religion to make me happy. I always knew a bottle of Port would do that. If you want a religion to make you feel really comfortable, I certainly don’t recommend Christianity.”—C.S. Lewis (via oneofmanyambassadorsofchrist)